On a hike
Be back soon
Going somewhere
I’ve never gone before
Not sure
Not sure
Not sure if I’m coming back
Not sure
Why
Not sure why anyone goes anywhere
And comes back
I’ve never lived anywhere
That I didn’t want to leave
And I’ve never been anywhere
Where I didn’t think
Wow
This would be better
But maybe that’s normal
I wouldn’t know
I would have any idea what…
What normal is
I just know that
I’m going
Because I should have gone
I should have gone somewhere
Some time
A long time ago
And I didn’t
And I don’t…
I was going to say
I don’t know why
But I do know why
I was afraid
I was...afraid to go
So I didn’t
But I’m going now
Because now is as good a time as any
One day you wake up
And you look at everything in your life
That’s not what it should be
And maybe it’s not bad
But it’s not--right
And--
People
People who treat you
Ways they shouldn’t
And…
And…
And…
You just walk to shut the door
And put up the, uh, the--
The ‘Closed’ sign
And, uh…
Not worry about--
About what that means
So I’m going on a hike
And I’ll be back soon
But I don’t know
When ‘soon’ is
And I don’t know
Who I’ll be--
Who I’ll be...back as
Myself, maybe?
Maybe someone else?
Hopefully--someone else?
Every time I’ve ever left
I’ve always just--
All I’ve ever done is think--
I gotta get back
I gotta get back
I gotta get back
And now--
I don’t want to worry about that anymore
I don’t want to go
And worry about
When I’m coming back
I just want to go
I just want to go
And go
And go
And just keep going
People do that, right?
People go, don’t they?
Yeah
Yeah
I want to be someone
Like them
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