I get on the court with her
And I’m supposed to be upset
Because I know what she said about me
How I’m raising my kid
So yeah, I want to fucking kill her
That’s what makes sense
But I haven’t slept in two days
Thinking about this match
Thinking about…
And I shouldn’t have to
Walk over and shake her hand
And pretend I’m not pissed about
What I’m pissed about
This whole good sportsmanship thing is nice
But I don’t see it as being necessary
The boys get mad at each other
All the time
And people think it’s good for them
They think it fuels
The spirit
Of the competition
But when it’s me and some other, uh
Female athlete
They think we’re catty or something
They think it’s funny
It’s a joke
They don’t know
That I’d fucking kill that girl
And think nothing of it
I’d fucking rip her hands off
You know that?
You know how bad
I’d like to fucking hurt her?
I mean, really hurt her?
I mean, really hurt her?
But we’ve got a game
We’ve got a game
And I’ve got something to prove
She has the audacity
To say I’m not a good mother?
That I don’t see my kid?
Do you know the shit I’ve done
Do you know the shit I’ve done
For my kid?
Do you know what I was doing
Do you know what I was doing
Before I had all this going on?
I didn’t have some rich daddy
Getting me lessons
With some private tutor
I had to make my own way
And that meant doing
Some really fucked up shit
But now my kid has a swimming pool
She has a team of people
Who do nothing
But take care of her
She’s never going to know
A hard day for the rest of her life
The only hard days she’s going to have
Are the ones she remembers
From back when we didn’t have shit
And when she sees her mom on the court
She’s going to know
That you can get the shit kicked out of you
And you can still wind up all right
Better than all right
You can walk up to some bitch
Who doesn’t know you
And talks like she does
And say--
Fuck you, bitch
Then you can beat her ass
And that’s how you can say
What you wanna say
Without having
To put hands on her
You know what I mean?
And that’s being a good mother
That’s how you raise a kid
Maybe it’s not cookie-baking
And PTA shit
But it’s still got value
It still means something
I walk onto the court
And I know she’s got her stuff
And I’ve got my stuff
And we don’t need
To like each other
We just need to play
And maybe she’s got
Something she needs to prove too
That’s when you’ve got a match
On your hands
That’s when you know
You’re going to break
A sweat
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