Sunday, July 13, 2014

Leaving Rhode Island: Rehearsal


         (A rehearsal hall.  WILL and LAUREN.)

LAUREN:  He’s going to let her come back.

WILL:  No, he’s not.

LAUREN:  Please, I went through this at the Orpheus.  I know what’s going to happen.

WILL:  The Orpheus was a shithole.  This is a real theater.  Jessica couldn’t act her way out of a…a…

LAUREN:  You know, it scares me that you’re a playwright.

WILL:  She’s not coming back.

LAUREN:  What makes you so sure?  I mean, they let her stay in the company for two years before the exile.  Now that she doesn’t have to stay out of the state anymore, what makes you think she won’t come right back?

WILL:  She hasn’t been working.  That’s proof.  That’s proof that she’s terrible and that Evan just cast her because he wanted to sleep with her.  I mean, even a mildly terrible actress can find work somewhere in five years.  The fact that she couldn’t--?

LAUREN:  It won’t matter.  Evan’s still here and he’s still a sexual deviant.  She’s going to come waltzing right back into this theater.  Watch.  We’re going to see Jessica come waltzing through that door any minute now.

WILL:  This is why straight men should never run theaters.  Straight men should stick to fixing clogged pipes and butchering ham.  They know nothing about art.

LAUREN:  Wait, are you not straight?

WILL:  I’m undecided.

LAUREN:  Since when?

WILL:  Five years of dating actresses, Lauren, it would turn any man gay.

LAUREN:  But you and I—

WILL:  No, you were great.  You were one of the great ones.  I love that thing you do with your hair.  It’s a great finale.

LAUREN:  So you’ve…with boys?

WILL:  This one guy when I was in Italy, but that’s it.  The ass on him—

LAUREN:  Ew.

WILL:  And he used to wear this little bathing suit—

LAUREN:  Please—enough.

WILL:  Too bad I couldn’t crack, Evan.  Maybe then he’d finally get around to producing some I’ve written.

LAUREN:  He sees you as an actor.  That’s the problem.

WILL:  I’ve been here since the exile.  Five years and I’m still playing dumb roles in dumb plays and that’s not what—

LAUREN:  You can get your work done anywhere.

WILL:  At the Orpheus they let me be an actor and a writer.

LAUREN:  The Orpheus is gone.  I managed to get you here—we’re survivors, Will.  And that’s not a noble thing.  That just means you’re lucky.  We’re both lucky.

WILL:  And so what?  Now the exile is over and you think we’re less lucky?

LAUREN:  She’s not that much different from me.  There are only so many types of people in this world.  We like to think we’re all like snowflakes, but the truth is, when it comes to actresses, you can go with Person A just as easily as you can go with Person B.

WILL:  So sleep with Evan.

LAUREN:  Will!

WILL:  Oh, you women with your ‘What?  Sleep with my Boss?  Hashtag feminism!’  Give me a break.  You think men wouldn’t need to sleep their way to the top if you girls were in charge.  My first three bosses were women and I slept with all of them.  It’s not a girl thing or a boy thing, it’s a career thing.  Don’t make sex this precious thing you only do with your boyfriend.  Learn to wield it like a sword.  It’s theater, for godsakes, you shouldn’t be ready to sleep with or sword fight anybody at a moment’s notice.

LAUREN:  I am not sleeping with Evan.

WILL:  Then you’re probably going to get removed from the company.

LAUREN:  Will!

WILL:  Don’t tell me you’re not willing to do whatever it takes to get what you want and then expect me to feel bad for you when you don’t get it.

LAUREN:  When did you suddenly become so hostile?

WILL:  Lauren, we barely know each other.  We go to rehearsals together, we do shows together, yes we slept together, but other than that, we’re practically strangers.  We have this one thing we love that connects us, but other than that—

LAUREN:  And the kid.

         (A beat.)

WILL:  The—a what?

LAUREN:  The kid.  The five-year-old…kid.

WILL:  You’re joking.

LAUREN:  I’m not.  Apparently you were wielding that sword a little too vigorously.

WILL:  Why…I don’t…

LAUREN:  Because—ready for all this feminism?—I wanted a career.  Here.  So…I took care of it.

WILL:  What did you?

LAUREN:  I took…uh…you’re not going to believe me.

WILL:  I already don’t believe you.

LAUREN:  She wanted a kid.  I didn’t.

WILL:  Who did?

LAUREN:  Jessica.

         (A beat.)

WILL:  You…You gave birth to our child…and then handed it over…to that HORRIBLE actress?

         (A beat.)

LAUREN:  Yes.

WILL:  No wonder you don’t want her coming back.

LAUREN:  I’m sorry to tell you this way.

WILL:  Why would you give her to Jessica?

LAUREN:  Who else was I going to give her to?  My mother?  She would have grown up watching Nancy Grace and wearing American flag jorts.

WILL:  Did you ever think about—

LAUREN:  God, I thought about everything.  But like you said—we’re practically strangers.  You’re just some guy I do shows with.  Some random guy I’ve spent hours upon hours of my life with and apparently that means nothing.

WILL:  Lauren—

LAUREN:  Apparently life only begins when you leave work or rehearsal or a vacation or a club—apparently life happens for three hours everyday when you’re sitting at home thinking about all the time you spent that day doing everything but living.

WILL:  I—

LAUREN:  You were my life.  All those years ago—you were…not so much after I…Oh for godsake’s Will, I got fat and then disappeared for two months.

WILL:  You said you were doing summer stock in Mississippi!

LAUREN:  THEY DON’T HAVE THEATER IN MISSISSIPPI, WILL!

         (A beat.)

WILL:  If she comes back…

LAUREN:  Maybe she won’t.

WILL:  But if she wants to work…this is where she got work and—

LAUREN:  Evan doesn’t like having single mothers at his theater.

WILL:  How would you—

LAUREN:  He told me so.  When I told him I was pregnant, he said, I don’t like having single mothers at my theater.  Too many…complications.

         (A beat.)

WILL:  Wow.

LAUREN:  See, you didn’t make the decision for me—he did.

WILL:  I’m so sorry.

LAUREN:  Oh God, Will.  Don’t be sorry.  Please.  Be anything but sorry.

WILL:  I…I don’t know how we can just…keep going now.

LAUREN:  Don’t be ridiculous, Will.  If there’s one thing we all agree to, it’s that the show goes on.  No matter what.

         (Lights.)

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