Monday, June 22, 2015

We Might Be Heroes: Between the Three of Us

(EMMA’s apartment.  JENNIFER is sitting down.  EMMA enters as she speaks and sits down across from EMMA.)

EMMA:  --And the place is such a mess.

JENNIFER:  It’s really not.

EMMA:  I know, that’s just something you say.  The place is a mess, I look awful, your hair looks great—all that shit.

JENNIFER:  Should you be serving me tea?

EMMA:  I don’t have tea.  I have vodka.  You want vodka?

JENNIFER:  I’d—No.

EMMA:  So.  You’re here.  What now?

JENNIFER:  I wanted to let you know I’m enlisting.

EMMA:  Really?

JENNIFER:  Yes.

EMMA:  Well, that’s great.  I hope you die.

JENNIFER:  You mean you hope I don’t die?

EMMA:  No, I hope you die.  You heard me right the first time.

JENNIFER:  That’s not—okay.

EMMA:  Why did you come here, Jen?

JENNIFER:  I’m your last connection to Walter.  I thought maybe you’d want to, you know, speak with him before—Before he and I—

EMMA:  Rush off to battle E.T.?  Nah, I’m good.  Lock the door on your way out.

JENNIFER:  I didn’t ask for this, you know.

EMMA:  When you shack up with a married man, you ask for all kinds of things, Jennifer.  You may not realize it at the time, but that’s what happens.  You shack your way into a whole shitload of problems.

JENNIFER:  He wanted me to come here today.

EMMA:  Did he?  Well, isn’t that conscientious of him?

JENNIFER:  He feels guilty.

EMMA:  What about you, Jen?  Do you feel guilty?

JENNIFER:  I feel…I’m seeing someone now.  Someone new.

EMMA:  Oh really?  Does he know my ex-husband is living inside you?

JENNIFER:  He knows I have an illness.

EMMA:  Well, that’s one way of putting it.

JENNIFER:  I know you must feel envious of—

EMMA:  Envious?  That Walter chose to reside in you upon the moment of his death instead of me?  Actually, I’m thrilled.  Why would I want a lying, cheating asshole residing in my body?  Trust me, I’m good.  I’ve taken up golfing.  And gambling.  And excessive drinking.  You sure you don’t want that vodka?

JENNIFER:  You must want to speak with him?

EMMA:  I have no urge.  None at all.  And for your information, the only reason his energy resides in you is because you were with him when he died.  If he had been here, with his wife, I probably would be stuck with him.  So I’m just lucky I guess.

JENNIFER:  I’m still getting used to his powers.

EMMA:  Have you lit anything on fire yet?

JENNIFER:  Just the curtains in my living room.

EMMA:  God, I went through so many curtains.  Eventually I just switched to blinds.

JENNIFER:  He misses you.

EMMA:  Wow, that must be hard for you to say.

JENNIFER:  It is.

EMMA:  Wonderful.  I don’t miss him.  Please let him know.  Or does he just hear me?  Is that how that works?

JENNIFER:  You don’t have to be cruel, Emma.  It’s likely that once the war starts, he and I will both be dead, so you don’t have to—

EMMA:  You never said ‘Sorry.’  Either of you.  Not once.  Not once did you even—

JENNIFER:  Sorry?  You wanted us to say Sorry?  As if Sorry was enough?

EMMA:  People are always saying Sorry isn’t enough when really it’s just that they don’t want to say anything at all.

JENNIFER:  I’m sorry.  He’s sorry.  We’re both very sorry.

EMMA:  I don’t wish death upon you.  I was just being a bitch.

JENNIFER:  Well that’s…good.

EMMA:  What’s it like?  Having him in your brain all the time?

JENNIFER:  It’s like a permanent ice cream headache.

EMMA:  That sounds horrendous.

JENNIFER:  (Shrugs.)  You can get used to almost anything.  That’s what I’ve learned.

EMMA:  Do you have any of his…qualities?

JENNIFER:  Well, I drink beer now.  I never used to before.

EMMA:  What else?

JENNIFER:  I read the newspaper now.  I never read the newspaper before, and…I’m slightly attracted to women as well.

EMMA:  That must be—interesting for you.

JENNIFER:  Actually, I used to be very attracted to women, now I’m only slightly attracted.  Walter isn’t as…liberal as I am.

EMMA:  Yeah, he wasn’t much fun.  I have no idea why I fell in love with him.

JENNIFER:  I know why I did.

EMMA:  Oh?

JENNIFER:  He looked lost.  When I met him.  And I, uh…I don’t know.  I felt like I could help find him.  Or, help him find himself, I guess.

EMMA:  You’re right.  He was always lost.  I could never…

(A beat.)

Would you say you were lost too?

JENNIFER:  I didn’t think I was, but…maybe.  Maybe we’re all sort of lost.  Maybe other people help us find ourselves.  That’s not a very progressive way of looking at things, but—

EMMA:  Screw being progressive.  At least you’re being honest.

JENNIFER:  Right.  Well—if there’s nothing you want to say to him, then—

EMMA:  Tell him he’s a miserable bastard.

JENNIFER:  Emma—

EMMA:  And I forgive him.

(A beat.)

And I forgive you too.  And I forgive myself for falling in love with somebody who couldn’t love me back.  He and I were two blue pieces from two different puzzles.  We only looked like we would fit together.  Still, I guess you can’t blame us for trying.

JENNIFER:  He says ‘Thank you.’  And, I want to say ‘Thank you’ too.

EMMA:  Do you want to do this—the fighting, I mean.  Is that you or him?

JENNIFER:  Believe it or not, it’s mostly me.  Between the two of us, I think he’s a little scared.

EMMA:  So why is he going along with it?

JENNIFER:  Because he knows it means something to me.  To be able to—contribute.

EMMA:  I get that.

                (She stands.  JENNIFER does as well.)

Good luck to you, Jen.  To both of you.

JENNIFER:  Uh, this is a little odd, but…Walter would like to hug you.

EMMA:  Tell him he can go—

JENNIFER:  Fine.  Fine.  I’ll pass that along to him.

                (EMMA extends her hand.)

EMMA:  Best I can do.

                (JENNIFER looks at EMMA’s hand, and then shakes it.)

JENNIFER:  By the way, I’m sorry.

EMMA:  You said that already.

JENNIFER:  No, I mean, I’m sorry about the curtains in your bathroom.

EMMA:  (Laughs.)  Good old, Walter.

                (Lights.)

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