Friday, September 20, 2019

An American Monkey Prays in Tibet

Her owner had a spiritual awakening
Which resulted in a trip
A very expensive trip
Smuggling her to Tibet
Where he wanted to set her free
In a temple
With wild monkeys
Who would presumably murder her
As soon as she appeared

The American monkey thought of this
And was concerned
But a monkey has only so much agency
In its life
When it starts out in a zoo
And is then bought by a millionaire
Who gifts the monkey to her young daughter
Who then grows up
Finds clarity in a new religion
That’s a mix of yoga and science fiction
And decides that the first step
To enlightenment
Is to free your monkey

Why Tibet?
Why not?

The monkey was actually an Indian monkey
And India would have been a lovely spot
For a photo op
Which was also on the owner’s mind
But the owner’s assistant convinced her
That India wasn’t as hot now
As it had been in the past

Too many other people
Going there
To have a metaphysical experience

Tibet had been the place
Then it wasn’t anymore
For--political reasons?
Maybe?

But now it was back
And so the owner booked the flight
And paid off the smuggler
To get the monkey inside the country

Have I told you the monkey’s name yet?

Oh yes
Sorry
It’s Gigi

And when Gigi arrives in Tibet
She’s whisked to a temple
Where her owner meets her
And--while being filmed by the assistant
Who has also made the trip
For this very reason--
The owner holds up Gigi as high as she can
As though she’s reenacting The Lion King
And says--

Be free

Then she puts her down
And Gigi just stands there
Ruining the video

It’s okay, says the owner,
A millionaire’s daughter,
She’s always been a little bit
Ungrateful

The American monkey named Gigi
Stands in front of the temple
And hears the cries
Of non-American monkeys
Lurking within the confines
Of heightened sanctimony

Gigi knows this means
She will die here
In this place where she doesn’t belong

But she’s never really been anywhere
She’s belonged

She was born in a zoo
Then taken to the millionaire’s house
Specifically the beach house
Which is where the owner’s birthday
Was held that year

She’s spent her short lifetime
Trying to hold onto environments
The same way someone
Would try to hold onto a lifeboat
If it was on fire

It’ll kill you
But what other choice
Do you have?

The American monkey
Makes her way into the temple
And finds a small spot
Where she can shelter herself
And even some picked over jungle fruit
That some other monkey
Must have left behind

She nibbles it
Then prepares to sleep
Believing that from now on
This will be her meditation

Sleeping, snacking
And trying not to attract the attention
Of other, bigger monkeys

As she drifts off
She says a little prayer
That will remain private
Because enough has happened to Gigi
And we don’t need to take the one thing she has left
That being privacy
And remove it as well

But it was a lovely little prayer
And as the Tibetan moon
Swayed light and brilliant in the sky
Gigi fell asleep on the cool temple stone floor
And dreamed the dreams

Of the loved and lost

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