Sunday, August 5, 2012

Departures

1921
Oh-nine-blah-bidee-blah

Deception
Departures

Anybody catch that?

I’m not speaking in code here
I’m just confused

As what
I should be
Expecting

One gets off the plane
And says hello
One says good-bye

The plane takes off
The plane lands
The luggage is retrieved
The reunions occur
There is harmony

And I sit
And wait
By departures

She was supposed to be here
In 1921

Somewhere around here

And the ghosts fly on the planes
The same way
The living do

How else would we get around?

We can’t fly, you know

When you’re dead
You don’t immediately turn into a bird
And angel wings are more metaphorical
Than anything

So…

One day  you’re sitting
On a patch of green grass
Drinking a mint julep
And you hear a voice
Because, notable upgrade
When you’re dead
Phones become unnecessary

You just hear a voice that says—

‘I regret what happened in 1921.
I’ve had ninety-one years to think about it
And I’ve decided I regret it
And I’d like to talk about it’

And—‘Can you pick me up from the airport?  Flight this, this time, see you there’

And then—

‘I miss you’

So you go to the airport
You try not to see the poetry
In the situation

You check your watch
It says the same thing it always says, which is—

‘You’re Dead.  Why Do You Care What Time It Is?’

Maybe you’re late
Maybe you’re early

Maybe she changed her mind
Maybe it was just one big joke
Maybe you’re not even really here

You know, you think that sometimes

You think—

This could be a dream.

This could all be a dream
And if it were
How happy would I be?

Or would I be happy at all?

The carpeting is sterile
The coffee in my hand is tasteless
The announcements over the loudspeaker
Sound like my mother

I feel like I’m being scolded
For being here

Then a door opens
There’s a sharp intake of air
That makes a nearby seeing-eye dog bark
And she’s there

With that same little suitcase
With the broken clasp
And the sticker on top
With her name on it

She looks…the same

I look…different

She walks up to me
Hands me the suitcase
Kisses me on the cheek
And says—

‘Thank you for showing up’

And I’m not sure if she remembers but—

I always showed up for her
That was what I did best

Ninety-one years later
And I’m still showing up
Happy to do it

How do you like that?

We depart departures
And I ask if I can hold her hand

She says ‘Yes’

And somewhere a plane takes off
As planes will continue to do

Somewhere it’s still 1921
But not here

Not today

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