There’s a man dying
On a bed
In the back
Of the bar
We don’t have
Anything
To say about him
But we ignore him
To give him
His dignity
He got to the bar
And never left
And because there used to be
Charm in the things
We find unsettling now
The man thinks he’s charming
And he finds his death
To be charming
In a Chekhovian kind of way
Because people die all the time
And some people see beauty in death
Provided there isn’t
Much coughing
Or destitution
We don’t know
If the man has a home
Because he won’t talk
About what happens
Outside the bar
But he loves to talk
About what goes on
Inside the bar
And we find that he’s
Something of a one-man history
Of the bar
Which astounds us
Because the bar has been around
Since long before we moved to the city
And stumbled across the dive
On a lonesome Tuesday
When we were looking for character
In a metropolis driven and designed
By a plot
The bed in the back
Is next to the restroom
And while you take care of business
You can hear the dying man
Singing ‘Delilah’ by Tom Jones
And when you exit the restroom
He asks you if you remembered
To wash your hands
And while taking hygiene advice
From a dying man
Seems coated
In a suspicious layer
Of irony
You show him your newly dried palms
And he grunts something
That sounds like approval
Inside the bar
The mood is somber
But it’s not because of the dying man
It’s because the bar
Hasn’t paid its rent
In a few years time
Nobody knows who owns the building
But whoever it is
They are either very generous
Or significantly delinquent
The bartender says
The dying man was in the back
When he got there
And all he was told
Was that the man was going to die
And when he did
Call the city
And have them come pick him up
So they can bury him
Wherever unfortunate people
Are buried
But that was years ago
And the dying man
Has continued to die
But never seems dead
Even on the nights
When his breathing slows
And his eyes transpertate
Sometimes he prays
But not often
And never with much
Conviction
When it’s closing time
And the lights are shuttered
It’s customary
For everyone left in the bar
To go in the back
And wish the dying man
A good evening
And promise him
Not to worry
Because he’ll surely
Be dead in the morning
But the next day
He’s still hanging on
And so the bar revives
And the music blares so loud
You can hear it
Through the walls
Of the next-door deli
And church across the street
Where they pray
For the sinners
Going in and out of the bar
But never the dying man
At the back of it
Not because they don’t believe
He deserves their prayers
But because they think
He might be an angel
Come to earth
To suffer
For the rest of us
No prayers needed
For a man
Who’s already
In Paradise
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