Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Lucy Dreams in Black and White

Lucy dreams in black and white
And pies fly by
With clown nose cherries
Placed on top


Lucy dreams of Friday night
With chocolates
And special episodes
Crushing grapes
And Vita-Vita-Vita-Vita


She wears a checkered dress
And fantasizes about her hair
Being so red
It cuts through
The black and white


She’s in a show
She does a dance
She goes to Europe
She comes back


From out beyond a pale blue screen
There’s a static wave
Of giggles and guffaws


There’s a wall of time
This clock Japan
This clock London
This clock New York


She tells jokes
To women
Twenty years from now
And they tell her
A few


The New York clock
Tells her it’s time
To put on her shoes
And get ready to dance


Lucy lives in three walls
And black and white


She meets new people
She tells them what to say
She lets them get the laugh


Sometimes it’s good
To let somebody else
Get the laugh


Her wedding ring
Is dull under the glare
Of the studio lights


The tap tap tap
Of the director’s foot
As he waits
For the shot to be set


She hits her mark
She says her line
She doesn’t break a sweat
Under the hot white light


Lucy gets in a marriage bed
That’s just for show
And Lucy dreams
In black and white


She narrates her thoughts
To empty chairs
Where laughing strangers
Used to sit


She gives speeches
To tables
Of women
With distinguished achievements
But none
As distinguished
As hers


She takes compliments
She reads scripts
She hears someone say
She should cut her hair


She is not going
To cut her hair


She talks about doing a movie
She won’t do the movie
She’d like to do the movie
There will be no movie


There will never be a movie


Or color


Never real color


Years from now she’ll dream
Of green and gold
Burgundy and olive
Lavender and emerald


But for now
It’s black and white


The television turns itself off
But the dreams never do


They play and play
While Lucy sits in a kitchen
Where nothing is cooked


She can go into a living room
Where nobody lives


Or a bedroom
Where nobody sleeps


She can dream
And dream
And dream


But never sleep


When you sleep
You sleep
In color


But you can only dream
In black and white

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