Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Refugees

I have a ticket
And the line’s not moving


The line’s not moving
And the television
Calls me
A refugee


Kayley has to pee

Kayley has to pee
And she has to wait
Because we can’t leave the line
Because we’ve been in the line for hours
And if we get out of the line
We’ll start back at the end
And it’ll be hours and hours more
And Kayley has to pee

But she has to sleep
She has to sleep soon
Because she’s already been up
For two days straight

She can barely stand
So I ask her to wait
And she’s too tired
To whine about it
And that’s when I really wonder
Whether or not
We’re getting out of here alive


And on the tv
They call us
Refugees


Someone coughs
And someone complains


The red light
Above the door
That’s miles and miles away
Goes on and off
And it means nothing
But we jump every time
The red light
Does anything


Kayley sits on the floor

She can’t sit on the floor

We’ll get yelled at
If she sits on the floor

But she’s tired
She hasn’t slept
She has to pee
And she’s only four

She’s only four-years-old

And her bedroom
And her toys
And everything she loves
Is under eight feet of water
In what used to be Florida


Her father left two days
Before the water rose
Saying he’d be back for us
And he never came back

And now Kayley doesn’t even ask about him
She just asks when we get to eat
And when a kid is wondering
When they’re gonna eat
And doesn't seem to care
Where their father is
You know

You know you’re in trouble

And pretty soon she’s just going to fall down
Right there on the ground
Wet herself
And the ground
And we’ll get brought to
Wherever they bring children and parents to
When the parents can’t control their kids
And I don’t know what happens then
And I don’t want to know

So I make Kayley stand up
And I yell at her

I yell at her to stand up
And she cries a little
But then she stops
Because she’s too tired

She’s too damn tired to cry

But I’m not

So I cry

I cry


And the t.v. says
We’re refugees


The line moves
And moves
And moves


And we’re nowhere near
The door
Or the light
Or the next step
To the next step
To a shared motel room
With a single bed
Or a cot in a shelter
Or a sleeping bag
In the basement of a church


We’re years away from safety
Or security
Stability
Comfort
Or a bedroom with toys in it
That a little girl
Can play with


We may never be people again


The television flickers
Flares out, burns out


But the sound still plays
And all it says
Is to watch out for us


The emptied out
And upside down


The confused
And the cornered


The displaced
And the disgraced


Watch out for them, it says
This disembodied voice
That comes out
From behind the static
Of the nine-by-twelve


The red light goes off
Watch out for them


The door slams shut
They’re dangerous


Watch out
Watch out
Watch out


And you have to listen, don’t you?

You’d be a fool not to listen
To the t.v.


When it tells you
The little girl
Who can barely stand up
And her mom
With a PhD
Are dangerous

You'd be crazy to believe
Otherwise

It's only sane to think that
Those you used to called neighbors
Are now
Refugees

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