How do you afford
These kids?
It’s not a judgment
I know you work
I know your husband works
But I work
My husband works
And I gotta tell you
We can barely afford ourselves
And the thing is
I think
And I could be wrong
But I think
That you make
Pretty much what I make
And my husband
And your husband
Have pretty much
The same job
And I know
There is no WAY
We can afford kids
Like not a chance
Not that we want them
We don’t
But even if we did
We couldn’t
And so I look at you
And I’m like--
HOW?
Ask my husband
I will be up at night
Just asking ‘How?’
And he’ll tell me
To go to sleep
But I can’t
Because I cannot
Wrap my brain
Around how
You have kids
And not one kid
I mean
We couldn’t afford
One kid
Forget about it
But if you put
A gun to my head
Maybe I could figure out
How not to let
One kid starve
And somehow
Get clothes on the kid
But you have THREE kids
THREE KIDS
It’s impossible to me
Three kids?
We’d need millions
Do you have millions?
You can’t have millions
You might have
A little more than us
Or even a bit more than
A little bit more
Than us
But there’s no way
You have THAT much more
Three kids?
Impossible
I’ve stopped eating
Thinking about this
I cannot eat
Thinking about
How you have three kids
Are your kids eating?
Do you feed the kids?
You seem like a great parent
I see the photos you post
The photos are great
The kids aren’t smiling
But what does that mean?
I don’t know
What that means
I don’t know anything
About kids
All I know is
That I can’t afford them
And I suspect
You can’t either
Not that it’s any
Of my business
I’m just really
Really
Interested
As to how
You’re not pulling your hair out
And run through with debt
I mean, you must have debt, right?
I can’t imagine
You not having debt
I mean, I have debt
Me and my husband
We have debt
And we don’t even have
Any kids
To have debt
And kids?
Although I guess
For you
It must be one
And the same
Is that what it’s like?
I’d just really love
To know
What it’s like
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