Monday, June 10, 2019

Angel from Texas

Angel’s going to have breakfast
When he gets back

He’s going to sit that boy down
And tell him
This calling the old boyfriend shit
Just ain’t going to fly

When Angel gets home
He’s going to take his time
Eating those pancakes
At the Scrambled Service

There’s no way to ruin a year
That won’t leave you
With an appetite
So he’s just going to go with it
And let the middle thicken up a bit

The El Paso boys
Don’t mind it too much
But when he’s on the road
He gets it good or bad
Depending on how many gyms there are
And whether or not
The brunch is any good

Angel’s still thinking
About Europe
When summer’s over
But you gotta psych yourself up
If you’re going to do a trip like that
On your own

Twelve straight months
And eleven of them
Were full of nothing
But bullshit

He only put up with it
For as long as he did
Because he knew
When it ended
The fuckface would want
A sit-down
Like something
Out of The Godfather

This wasn’t going to be for reconciliation
Just a gateway for a few
Parting shots
Before they both go two miles
Down the road
And pretend the other
Never existed

Angel’s gotta get the hell out of Texas, man

Too many roads
He’s already traveled
And too many pancake stacks
He’d rather not eat

He’s sick of running around
In a circle
Looking for a corner
That just ain’t there

For now it’s nothing
To lose sleep over

Nobody ever made
A big life change in June

But when the weather’s changing
Back east
That’s where he wants to be

Wearing a sweater
In a New England town
Walking by college students
Feeling a chill
And eating warm soup
For dinner

He wants to do one of those
Long gone deals
Where everybody wakes up one morning
To find out
Angel beat the Devil

They’ll predict bad fortune for him
And he hopes they choke
On those sour fucking cookies
Because being poor anywhere
Is still better
Than being rich
In Texas

Angel wants to get up
Out of his hotel bed
And kick the air up
So he can start
Getting used
To the cold

He wants to draw the curtains
And get used to the dark

Turn off his phone
And get used to the quiet

He wants all the things
He doesn’t have now

But he doesn’t want breakfast

There are so many things
He’s hungry for
But closure
Isn’t one of them

The plane leaves at six
And there’s another one
In two days
Coming right back this way

He doesn’t know
If that’ll be the plane
He’s on
But it doesn’t matter

Once you decide
You’re ready to leave
You can go
Whenever

You want

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