I really did
Other people had problems with her
But, I mean, ask anybody in the acting company
About any of the Artistic Directors
And all you’ll hear are complaints
It’s a hard job
And Samantha did a really good job
Considering she wasn’t even from here
They imported her from New York
So she had a very New York sort of approach
To things
That I…
It was something to get used to
But I liked her
The only problem was that at that point
The Board was taking a stronger, um, hand
In what shows we were doing
So they were picking stuff like One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest
And Samantha wanted to do more avante garde stuff
So there was this sort of conflict
Which can sometimes result in really interesting work
But in this case just resulted in a lot of, um, uh…
It felt like we were sort of…
Disrespecting the work
Because if the Board picked a play
Because they thought it could sell
And Sam didn’t like it
She would just direct it
And totally contradict
The meaning or message of the play
So a misogynistic play became all about feminism
And a play about patriotism became about skepticism
And something that was three acts
Got cut down to forty-five minutes
I mean, we really took some liberties there
And I…
You know, my husband’s a writer
So I have a great respect
For writers and writing
And all of that
I mean, he’s not famous or anything
He’s just a writer
I mean, not just a writer, but he’s—
He writes
And, he would come see our shows
And he’d sit there, really, sort of, offended
By what we’d done to, you know
Work that was not ours
Other people’s work
And I’d say, ‘Well, you know, art is collaborative’
And he’d say, ‘But there’s no collaboration. You’re just changing things without permission’
And I’d say, ‘It’s theater.
What’s on the page doesn’t always translate well to the stage and—‘
God, now that I’m hearing myself say it
It sounds really stupid
So finally I said to Sam—
‘You know, why don’t we just pick shows that we like so that
we don’t have to change so much about them?’
And Sam looked at me as if I was nuts and said—
‘I change them because I like them. Because I want other people to like them as
much as I do and that means tailoring them for the audience we have. You wouldn’t just put a jacket on anybody and
expect it to fit, would you? No. You alter it.
You adapt it. You fix it. Until it’s right.’
The word ‘fix’ really…
I mean, we were doing, like—
O’Neill
Williams
Miller
Stuff that doesn’t need ‘fixing’
But I…
I mean, I registered my feelings, you know?
Other people did too
But we went along with it
Because ticket sales did improve
Under Sam
Because of her, you know, tailoring, but…
But it never really sat right with me
To be honest with you
And my husband…
He stopped coming to shows
Even the ones I was in
He said he just couldn’t
He said it went against his principles
Which, believe me, I understood, but…
But it was really unfortunate, you know?
Because we did some really great stuff
And do I think that same, you know, work
Would have been as great if Sam hadn’t, you know, tailored
it?
I don’t know
That’s the thing, I mean
There’s no way to answer that, right?
I just don’t know
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