If you look at what it's saying here
Well, it's...
I mean it's saying about love
You know?
Love, it's talking about
Why it's okay because it's love
I mean, I can't find--
You know you're asking me for...
I'm not a Bible expert, you know?
I'm not saying...
Can I have a drink?
Yeah, just the Hennessy is fine
I just can't think straight
No, I'm not going to think straight drunk
But one drink isn't going to make me--
Okay, two drinks, four, whatever
I'm nervous, okay?
Because I'm worried about you
Because I'm worried you think it's...
And yeah, I know the parts about it being--
I know those parts
But there are more parts about love, right?
Aren't there more parts about love?
Yeah, I know--
Well, I meant, not like, actual love
Just love like positive good feelings
Like, universal good energy love
Like, uh...fuck...sorry...I just...
Can I have that drink, please?
Thank you
. . . . .
Are you saying you don't?
Are you saying you don't think that this is...
Because I do
I do
I mean, I'm scared
I'm totally fucking--sorry--scared
But what...uh...you know?
Like what?
Yeah, I'm a little drunk, so what?
So what? Okay? So what?
I really--I...
Yeah! Yeah, I do! I do! Fuck!
. . . . .
And fuck you too
. . . . .
I'm not coming here anymore
I'll still see you if you want
If you want to...hang out
Whatever
But I'm not coming here
To do this anymore
I'm not looking through this book
For proof that I'm a sinner
Or redeemable
Or of worth
Or the Devil
Or human
I don't need this book
To tell me who I am
And I'm not going to just open it up
And pick a sentence
And try to determine whether or not
It's telling me that I can love you
That it's...uh...okay, you know?
Because I think it is
I think it is
I think it's okay
And I could pick up Green Eggs and Fucking Ham, sorry, fuck, UGH!
I could pick up War and Peace and do the same damn thing
But really, it's just about what I know
And not letting books
Or people
Or churches
Or anything
Any fucking thing
Tell us this is good or bad
It just...
It's...
I need another drink
I just--I really need another drink
Or you
I could take you or the drink
I mean, it's up to you
You tell me
Do I have to keep being a miserable fucking drunk looking for salvation
Or can I just have you?
Well?
. . . . .
Well, we're out anyway
So...
So yeah
Open up the book one more time
Put your finger down
See what it lands on
Just out of curiosity
It'll be like my fortune cookie
For the road
Go ahead
Do it
. . . . .
What'd you land on?
Huh?
...Wow
That's...
...Wow
Imagine landing on 'love'
Well...
I think this is when you tell me
What you think that means
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