A man is teaching his child
How to tell time
And I find this to be
Very, very sweet
He's teaching the child
On the train
While the child's mother
Sits across the aisle
Taking a nap
Probably had a long day at work
You can always tell how hard a worker someone is
By the way they sleep
My father used to sleep
Like it was an art form
Like he was posing for a portrait
'The Sleeping Man'
My father used to carry
A broken watch around with him
Like the Mad Hatter in 'Alice in Wonderland'
He would say--'This watch is always correct two times a day'
Then he would laugh
My father was never late for anything
Not a day of his life
It's our fathers who teach us about time
I'm not sure why that is
Father Time--maybe that has something to do with it
Maybe that responsibility was placed in their hands
I always judge the type person somebody is
But how they handle time
And if they handle it poorly
I feel very badly for them
And I think--
They didn't have a father like mine
Or like that father on the train
Whispering conspiratorially
With his child
My father used to ride the trains with me
And then one day...
His watch started working
After he was gone
Isn't that a funny thing?
We found out that he lost his job
For nothing
For no reason
He was always on time
And they took the job anyway
He said to them--'But I'm always here. I'm always early--if anything'
But they didn't care
People stopped valuing time
The way that they used to
And my father knew what that meant
A man with no job
A man whose only skill
Was being on time
And he jumped in front of the train
That was supposed to take him home
They gave us the watch back
And it worked
It beat like a newborn's heart
Strong and consistent
I gave it away
What would I do with a watch like that?
A watch that keeps perfect time?
Time isn't worth anything anymore, you know
It's all for show
So a broken watch and a watch that works
They're both the same now
So I'd prefer to have neither
To have nothing
To let my wrists stay empty
That's something I do for my father
As a sort of remembrance of him
I don't honor time
Why should I?
Nobody else does
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